(:

I'm sorry guys, today was really a low low low day for me. Guess I will have to start believing in monday blues.

Was listening to this song on the bus.

我不想忘记你
我在向前走却像在退后
我在用想念狂欢寂寞
越快乐就越失落
爱将我们高高举起以后
再让心学会坠落
怀念这宽阔的天空
虽然那里空气很稀薄
我努力想起你笑着哭泣
让自己深爱你再学会放弃
我不想忘记你
就算可以
我宁可记得所有伤心
我努力想起你苦也没关系
用祝福和感激勇敢失去你
爱你这个决定
虽然艰辛
我不说对不起

quite nice though xin tian begs to differ.

Okay now I have a whole load of shit to do so byeee.
(I really want to take a break.)

wished there was a chance to say I'm sorry.

今天早上下了一场大雨，冷冷的，我感觉到了寂寞和失望。

没有地球，太阳还是会绕。
当我在这里绕圈圈时，谁肯停下脚步，引导我走出这个我永远走不出的迷宫?

对不起，给我一首歌的时间，我会振作起来的。

(: 我对生活还是充满了希望。

):

傻瓜
其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说
其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留
傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤
傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

some nice random song :D

sigh week 7 was a bad week, probably week 8 would be better with:
bio test
ace test
chinese test
mep word setting ._.

Wed
Passed the senior balloons. yeah and I'm super scared of them ._. That was a sad day.

Thurs
It's okay seniors yall have done your best and we still love yall <3. Had mep practical, kind of flopped it but well no use crying over spilled milk. Played ball but yeah was stoning half the time. sigh.

Fri
band was bad.

):
Today's a sad day. I don't know what I should be feeling or anything. It just feels empty. Had mugging session at Zhen Ling's house with dilys and her. We had a hard time figuring out cell division lol but good job we accomplished much. And now I'm back at home stoning and thinking.

(I don't know why but my stomach is churning when I'm typing all these)

okay I promised myself I will be a happy girl and I will be. Jia you to everyone out there.
(能不能给我一首歌的时间)

I wonder how, I wonder why.

50REACTIONS

1. Beer: ee.
2. Food: no plox not after pw meeting with packets of tidbits ._.
3. Relationships: confusing.
4. Crush: nice song lol.
5. Power Rangers: cool childhood.
6. Life: house.
7. The President: ._.
8. Yummy: gummy.
9. Car: ACE presentation -.-
10. Movie: 17 again whahaha zac efron :B
11. Halloween: black.
12. Sex: in the city
13. Religion: lol eat drink man woman
14. Hate: when everything comes crumbling in.
15. Fear: emo.
16. Marriage: lol dilys, bin bin, jolene, neam. (LOL@the drink stall uncle), (zac) LOL. (okay ignore the last one ._.)
17. Blondes: -
18. Slippers: i almost slipped today.
19. Shoes: I want a new pair.
20. Asians: WW2 = History essay.
21. Past time: no eye deer.
22. One night stand: lol some drama.
23. My cell phone: is beside me now.
24. Smoke: global warming.
25. Fantasy: lalaland.
27. High school life: HSM -.-
28. Pyjamas: bananas.
29. Stars: wish upon a star.
30. Center: zhong jian.
31. Alcohol: ee.
32. The word LOVE: don't know.
33. Friends: make you laugh and cry with them.
34. Money: monopoly.
35. Heartache: )':
36. Time: better in time.
37. Divorce: ._. bin bin (you think I don't want divorce you meh hmmph :@ haha)
38. Dogs: are scary.
39. Undies: captain underpants.
40. Parents: sleeping now.
41. Babies: i looked cute when i was one.
42. Ex: pensive.
43: Music: mep mid year practical is next week. right.
44. Color: green, yellow.
45. Weddings: eat eat eat.
46. Pizza: 62353535
47. Hangout: some emo corner on the bus, listen to music and stone.
48. Rest: to go a further distance.
49. Goal: sigh.
50. Inspiration: -.-

(from yanting's blog)

oh well there's some stuff i just can't think of anything to put.
I badly want to do another long long quiz who can spare me one LOL. I'm like bored.
sigh, byebye/

:/